I really want to get one of these: deviantartgear.deviantart.com/….
Or you can just go ahead and get it for me.
After losing my camera about three-quarters of a year ago, I also started losing everything I've learnt. I didn't know it back then, of course. I only realised that now when I have had access to a better camera and seeing how some of the photos I took before, on a lesser camera, look much better.
I've only had access, though. I can't say I can't truly have it and start improving again. However, I will try and have more as much access to it as I can and learn as much as I can during those brief times when the owner is not using it.
For now, I will try to keep my gallery alive by adding in those images I've captured before my camera was gone. I couldn't upload them, for some reason. But I will be doing that.